Friday, January 21, 2011

Chapter 4: A Dream of a Memory

Wrote this in roughly less than an hour. Enjoy.
_______________________________
It was dark. I could barely see my hands when I put them in front of my eyes.
"Everyone...? Anyone....?"
It was so quiet that I could hear my own breathing. I couldn't find anyone here at all. The sun suddenly seemed to come up and when I blinked, I found myself in the middle of a ruined building.
". . ."
I stood there for a while, but when the place started to shake a bit, I started walking. After a while, the shaking stopped... When I left the room, I realized that I was holding something in my hand. I looked at it. It was the three spokes of a trident. There was blood on it. I then did something I shouldn't have. I turned around and looked at the room I was just in. The scene was horrific. They were everywhere. The blood was everywhere. The bodies were everywhere as well. I dropped the trident and ran, then I looked at my hands and realised that they were stained with blood. I tried to get it off by rubbing my hands on my dress but the blood was still there. There were bloody corpses in the corridor and all the other rooms I passed by while running. I stumbled and fell onto another body, making the front of my dress blood red. I got up and continued running until I saw a door. I tried to pull it open but it was stuck. Then, I tried pushing it. It budged but it seems as though there was something against the door. I kicked it open and more bodies tumbled in. I stepped back a bit and stood there for a while, then went forward and looked out the door. The whole town was covered in dead bodies. One that died from stab wounds, gun shots, and all sorts of other cruel methods. I even saw one that was skinned... I felt like throwing up, knowing somewhere in my heart that it was me who had somehow killed all of them.
"Ken... Chikusa... Chrome... Mukuro-sama... Where did all of you go...?"
I fell onto the floor, hugged my knees and started to cry.
"Everybody... I want to see you guys... Where did you all go...?"
I heard footsteps. I didn't bother to look up when they stopped right in front of me. I heard a gun being loaded and aimed at me. I slowly looked up. but before I could clearly see who it was, I was shot. As I fell to the ground, I caught sight of who it was.
"Mukuro-sama... Why did you..."
It didn't look like the Mukuro-sama I knew. He looked younger, like a kid.
"I'm sorry... It's for your own good..."
He turned his back towards me as he spoke. Just as I was about to close my eyes....
I woke up.
I pushed my silken quilt off and stared at the wall. What was all that? It was a dream right? But... It all just seemed so real....
I was scared. It suddenly occured to me that it might've been a dream at all. It might of my 'lost memories' which Chikusa had mentioned during the day... Doesn't that mean that I'm a killing machine? I killed so many people that I don't believe it. I saw women and children among the bodies as well. I can't believe that I was so heartless. Didn't I have feelings at all in the past?
"... I wish everyone would tell me everything... I might not have had that weird dream if they had..."
I felt lonely in my room. There was only me here.
" 'Me'..."
I wonder if that voice really belonged to me. Saying that friends aren't needed and stuff. I don't get it it. I wanted freinds for syuch a long time but now 'I' was telling myself that I didn't need them... What does it all mean?! I felt even lonelier knowing that they knew while I didn't... But then...
"Ku... Kufufufufufufu... This... Is making my new life more and more interesting...."
_________________________________
I know, short chapter. Shut up. Like I said, she would turn kinda mental starting from this chapter. By the time we reach the Future arc, she's gonna become a passive psyhco. I'm not sure how to spell it. So I'll just leave it as it is. :P Anyway, hoped you enjoy the bloody dream she had. And, yay?~ Yuki laughed 'Kufufu' for the "first" time. Sould I be happy? Although, I'm the author, I myself aren't sure XD Anyway, for those who are wondering what triggered her to start being cuckoo, wait for the Inheritance Ceromony arc. That, or the arc that I've developed myself. Oh yes, for the ones that love that Flower Marshmallow Freak, be happy. He's gonna appear next chapter or so. Oh um, sorry JY. I couldn't manage to implement the 'Mukuro comforting Yuki' part in this chapter. Maybe another one with another Dream. Ciao ciao~

Next Chapter --->

1 comment: