I'm tired. I'm tired of everything. I'm tired of school, reading, and even breathing. Sometimes I wish that I could just lie down somewhere and sleep forever. I was having a great time with Tsuna and the others before something woke me up. What I couldn't remember. And then I tried to go back to sleep to have that dream again but everyone knows that it's impossible. And in the end, I got a nightmare or at least, what seemed like a nightmare.
At the very start of it,I was in a shopping mall and I suddenly shouted that I wished that everyone would just drop dead. A voice replied me saying that he would fulfil that wish on one condition: To become a vessel for him as his previous one couldn't be accessed without providing unwanted danger to both of them. I unconsciously agreed and I suddenly felt cold and I blanked out. When I was myself again, I found myself in an unknown room. The door was unlocked so I went out and a dead body leaning against the door immediately dropped down in front of me. I then realized that I was holding something in my hand. Something cold and hard... Metal... I didn't even need to see what it was to know that it was most definitely a weapon which meant that I killed them. Hands suddenly covered my eyes and the same voice told me not to look since my eyes were still 'injured'. True, they are still injured even now. Perhaps the people I killed weren't exactly people. They might have been the 'dream-like state- of people in real life which meant that they would all die, or fall unconscious.
Afterwards, I felt myself being lifted up and carried. Soon, I fell asleep. I could actually feel the hours after the dream ended before I finally managed to wake up. It was although something wanted me to sleep forever. It would have been nice actually. I wonder why I forced myself to wake up. Either way, as I love to say, 9 in 10 of your dreams would come true. And I have the choice of choosing the happy dream with everyone, or the dream where I killed a whole shopping mall of people. If I could only choose one to come true, to most people's surprise, I would choose the second dream.
It seems that whatever stress put on my body turns into a negative dream which would very definitely come true. It's already happened so many times. There's no point in praying to anyone hoping that I won't become a murderer. The reason is because I often fantasize that the world would soon end and everyone dies. Most people say I'm crazy but deep down in your mind, I know you're thinking of doomsday too and I'm the winner.
I'm sure that whoever reads this post would report this to the police or the webmaster. Hey, it's none of your business when it comes to my dreams. So get a life and mind your own dreams.
No comments:
Post a Comment